Thanks to all submitters and readers to this PodBlack Cat hosted edition of Scientiae!
I chose the theme of ‘A Voice In the Crowd’ due to my job this year: research assistant for some qualitative research on engagement and retention in high schools. For the past few weeks, I’ve been travelling around the very big state that I live in, listening to teachers, administrators and students on why extending the leaving age for teenagers has ramifications for communities and various stakeholders. Just the beginning of the journey too!
Quite often the topic of the Science classroom comes up as an example of a ‘typical class’ in our discussions - matters of teacher quality, the environment of the classroom, the importance of peer-tutoring and fellow pupils in the learning process and… being heard. Having a say. Knowing that one is listened to. It echoes across all of the schools we go to and isn’t restricted by age or gender. We need to speak out and be respected for our right to do so.
…I even have a nifty portable recorder for making transcripts after. Squeeeeee!
Therefore I hope this edition of the Scientiae is a good example of qualitative research for our readers, too. Be willing to bend an ear, let alone ‘walk around in another’s shoes’, for a different perspective.
Woman Scientist starts the way I always tend to - with questions! Her response on ‘A Voice In The Crowd‘ brings up the contradiction of what seems to be just a ‘tiny hurdle’ when wanting to speak and yet:
I am beginning to understand that I struggle with verbal communication, even with the people closest to me, even about completely minor things. This is something I really need to deal with sooner rather than later, mostly for the sake of my own sanity.
This is echoed by another blogger, Jane B of Now, What Was I Doing, who mentions how the issue touches off anxieties and recollections of past-times and even quite youthful experiences as a girl:
…about being ignored, about being belittled and told to shut up, and reminded me that they are still present in my current work place (see last post about concerns about meeting outcomes actually being followed up).
Despite this,
…having NO voice is not as simple as being invisible but can involve being defenseless and all too visible. But on the other hand it has made me recall the joys of being a voice in a crowd where the energy of exploring ideas and sharing in their development is emotionally satisfying and scientifically productive, and reminded me of the pleasures of helping my students develop their own voices by resting mine.
Such perspectives of actual ‘voicelessness’ is also seen at Life v 3.0!
The loss of physical voice, however temporary, immediately curtails your ability to interact with your environment. It tragically constricts your ability to control what happens or even how it happens, when you cannot articulate something as simple as, “I need a glass of water.”
The entry on ‘Not Having a Voice: The Physical and the Metaphorical‘ thus takes the inspiration of a nasty throat condition and makes it a fascinating journey on a ‘metaphorical’ loss of voice. How we can see throughout culture, people, environment and community that preventing discourse is a death knell for progress. A detailed tale told whilst in a situation of physical incapacitation… do get well soon!
Mad Chemist Chick on the other hand - has a tale of gradually losing the power they once so proudly wielded as a ’self-assured, confident girl’, an over-achiever, outspoken and proud of their mind. ‘Diagnosis: Chronic Career Laryngitis‘:
But at the time, I did what I thought best to preserve my sanity and my will to finish grad school (which was fading quickly). I slowly isolated myself thinking that was the best way to deal with nightmarish existence I found myself living day-to-day in the lab. I did not go into my adviser’s office unless I absolutely had to. I did not go and strike up a conversation with just anyone in the lab. I had a select few fellow lab rats I hung out with during the day because with the others, I felt I had to be guarded as they were unapologetic cut-throats.
You have to check out the chemistry-lab speak for a start - and how some absolutely horrific inappropriate for-any-lab-anywhere-any-time speech results. The loss may be great, and the journey back is long - but well worth it when you can recognise your boldness again. Inspirational.
‘Know Thine Enemy’ warns Thus Spake Zuska! And bloody well hold onto your hats as she lets rip on
listeners with unearned privilege!
Cranky, irritable misogynistic Rethuglicans hear me as a shrill, whiny, petulant, hairy-legged, man-hating, castrating feminazi. Yes, Gerard Harbison, you can think of that as an homage to you! You are a cranky irritable misogynistic Rethuglican! Among other things. (Warning: Harbison’s political views may cause you to blow chunks. If you are in range of his shoes, though, go right ahead.)
Yes, funny, firey and with an important message - “we need to know how to argue better with those people who are able to be persuaded, and more effectively detoxify the poisonous rhetoric that the Harbisons of the word must spew.”
Gah, nothing quite beats the long-memory of a Best-Friend-Since-The-First-Grade ( or ‘BFSFG’)… nor the satisfaction of making them wear a bridesmaid dress! But the sharing between friends gets Amanda of A Lady Scientist started, with her entry on ‘Anti-Attention’:
I’ve gotten quite good at figuring out how to be heard without establishing an actual voice. There’s a lot of pressure with establishing a “voice.” A “voice” has a persona of its own.
The situation sets a scenario for one’s ‘voice’ and funnily enough, it’s the age-old listening skills of the ‘BFSFG’ which help recognise the adaptations one makes - and how a rhythm within the realm of Science will take time too. Hopefully not too long!
Journeys of an Academic takes us for some ‘Singing in the Shower‘ - and yes, it is an original take on the topic, so join in the chorus!
I am realizing that it is important to warm up my voice before being heard in some arena where it matters. My journey epitomizes that not all who wander are lost because I have done a fair share of wandering. As such, I have been away from the serious academic establishment for just enough time to lose some of my academic confidence.
Getting back into the arena certainly takes training - but also some consideration about one’s development of skills over time, to ease gently back into it all. An important lesson and a great blog entry by ‘Academic’, who’s cat must have developed the same ‘I’m Interested!’ look as mine when I’m dictating…
How’s this for down to earth? Brigindo of Dirt and Rocks blog makes the distinction of the ‘writer’s voice’ as
distinct from her speaking voice, and how this has had more benefits than detriments overall. This all just makes Brigindo someone to listen to and respect for their more careful choice of words:
Only just recently have I realized that I’ve developed a research voice — a distinctive style to what and how I inquire. My research voice asks particular questions, can see specific patterns, and has its own interpretive slant. I’ve fallen in love with my research.
Ah, love. Don’t you love it when opportunity knocks too? Kate’s Casebook sings it loud and proud and about how empowering it is when you ‘Can’t Wait To Be A Grown-Up‘ and be recognised for your skills:
I suppose that’s why when I received an invitation to write at a science site about issues in my specialty, I could not resist the offer even though I could come up with too many reasons to decline it. I literally felt like I was given a megaphone, and all of a sudden, I am part of the grow-ups science community, and I wanted the opportunity!
So keep an eye on that new venture in the future, for more joy in science by Doc-In-Training! One of the best things that I’ve discovered about this theme is that you find out about the multi-talented contributors. How many of you knew about the musical skills of Hannah from Young Stellar Objects? Upon the advent of auditioning for a musical, she reflects upon how stagefright is no longer an issue, for a variety of reasons:
Becoming a parent has something to do with it, too. Having children means stepping out of your comfort zone in a lot of ways. It’s given me a broader perspective in life. As I think of ways to enrich my children’s lives, it’s made me realize that my life deserves some enrichment as well.
‘Stage Presence’ indeed! Break a leg, Hannah!
An entry about the voices of others! ‘A Somewhat Old, But Capacious Handbag‘ takes to the streets and talks about ‘Cycling in Traffic: It’s a Bit Like Being Female‘:
If you ask for more fundamental changes, you’re clearly a bitter inadequate whiner who wants to stop everyone else from getting anywhere or having any fun.
But they keep on trucking. Er, biking. Look, just stay out from under Miss Prism’s wheels, because the system is tough enough as it is!
Pat of Fairer Science, a well-known contributor to Scientiae, makes a stand for the voice to be heard, as there are certainly a great need for listeners! The entry surprised a laugh out of me and ‘Being Heard’ makes a strong statement about the implications one gets if you respect the person behind the blog:
That long ago event (it was so long ago that I told people they should call collect) made it very clear to me that I’m not willing to do the work unless someone, or hopefully many “someones”, hear what I am saying.
Some of the best advice I’ve seen yet is given by Candid Engineer In Academia (well, with a blog name like that, what would you expect?). ‘Big Mouth And A Wagging Tongue‘ starts with a wonderful memory of a parent’s song and then gives something memorable in how to get that tune heard in academia. A thought-provoking and in parts hilarious ‘top five reasons why a solo singer likes her big mouth‘ - which quite frankly comes across as entirely reasonable considering some of the cacophony that surrounds us sometimes…
And there we have it! A wonderful lucky thirteen for your listening … er, reading pleasure!
I’ll naturally spend the rest of my night hoping the links are right, I didn’t zip someone to the spam-folder instead of to the Scientiae Folder by mistake… but most likely I’ll be sitting back with some recent podcasting glory by Skepticality (Swoopy is one of my favourite podcasters to listen to) and something fruit-based with gelato on top.
Don’t forget that if you’re interested in contributing (or even hosting) - the Scientiae Site is here and the next round will feature loud and proud in August!
