Archive for August, 2007

Are You Lonely?

This is an advertisement in my local paper today.  I am tempted just to post this and nothing else, but I will comment.

I know it’s just an ad, and six months ago I would never have even looked at it.  But I read it, and the first thing that popped into my mind was loneliness is not a disease.  After a little deeper thought, I started to wonder, who is this church’s target and why?  This is one of the largest churches in town, yet they have to proscelytize this way? 

” …showing up in teenagers, singles, widows, just about anyone whose lives it can slowly destroy”

This just seems to target, for a lack of better words, the weak.  A person who may be more susceptable to believing in a mythical being.  If a person is indoctrinated early like my wife, it becomes very difficult for them not to believe, so the churches already have them.   Who else to target?  I know!  A widow or a single person feeling alone!  Yeah, write an ad, get on it! 

I guess I have just turned into a cynic.

And I know HeIsSailing posted another of this same churches ads on one of his articles on de-conversion that basically used an attractive woman to get new members but in my brief search over there I couldn’t find it.  If anyone knows the post please link it back.

What is Christianity?

Fundie Fun for the Whole Family

This week from the land of Oz, which apparently has its own share of Bible-thumping perverts, comes news of a pastor who found a creative new way to teach his teenage daughters their scripturally-prescribed duties to their future husbands… by having sex with them on multiple occasions. Yes, according to the article on news.com.au, this inventive educator took it upon himself to instill the required traits of subservience and acquiescence into his 13- and 15-year-old offspring by nailing them to the ol’ Meat Cross on at least seven occasions in locations ranging from the back of a vehicle to a shed to their grandparents’ house.

(He must be from one of those denominations which hasn’t yet officially recognized altarboys as the approved receptacles for the Holy Seed.)

One could certainly argue that this guy is just a pervert who twisted scripture to provide an excuse for acting out his perversion, and his actions do nothing to invalidate any particular biblical tenet, and I would agree. (Half of what’s in most holy books invalidates itself without any outside help, but that’s another argument entirely.) It is certainly possible that this man would have found some other way to justify his behavior had a close-enough line or two from some religious text not been available.

There is of course the larger question of how he might have behaved in a society free of the sexual repression that religion has foisted on us, but that, too, is outside the scope of this writing.

What really bothers me about this event - beyond that outrage at the actions of one individual, beyond the frustration at seeing God (in whatever form you care to choose) invoked once again to justify blatant wrongdoing, is summed up near the bottom of the article (emphasis mine):

Judge Lovell gave full credit for the man’s guilty pleas, saying he was genuinely remorseful and had a good chance of rehabilitation as his wife and the church remained supportive.

Supportive? Does that mean they just think he made a simple mistake and it’ll be okay now that he knows better? Or do they really believe he was doing God’s work?

Freedom From Suffering

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Continuation:
Last week when I had spoken with Sensei about freedom, I got the beginnings of some ideas, but they weren't really enough to act on. I sat with "freedom" this week, and it was just too large and abstract of a nugget to do almost anything with.

This week, I asked Sensei what "freedom" means. He simply replied "freedom from suffering".


Cheers,
CET

"Much of the suffering in the world comes from the illusion that we are separate from one another." - Gautama Buddha


Goodnight, Rhology.

Greetings, Rhology!


I have decided not to offer a formal rebuttal to your posting, but rather a concluding summation. This summation shall be my last word in this continuing discussion, although I promise to read any response you might offer. One of the reasons I have chosen not to formally respond is I think your most recent posting is unhelpful and only serves to obscure the issues upon which we have hit. In the posting, you repeatedly pluck single sentences from my composition and then demand they be justified or explained. The problem, of course, is that you intentionally do not quote the very justification and explanation I already have provided in the composition to which you are ostensibly responding. I do not care to repeat myself ad infinitum. So, most of the answers to your questions can be easily found by reading my previous response.

More broadly, as it relates to your objections to my worldview, your line of questioning has grown increasingly hairsplitting, venturing dangerously close to absurdity. As “blacksun” (a commenter on my blog) wrote, “Forcing you to defend the term ‘evidence??’ … That's like arguing over what the definition of the word ‘is’ is.” The commenter continued, “Wow. I know there are loonies out there, but I haven't run into a discussion this absurd in ages.” While “garbage in, garbage out” is an accepted truism, I shall expand that to “absurdity in, absurdity out.” Your most recent line of questioning spectacularly exemplifies that, and I shall not fall into your well-laid trap.

Another problem with your most recent round of questions is that it presupposes your own worldview, which you have utterly failed to substantiate. [Note to readers: Go back to my 3636-word, three-part response a couple rounds back. Of all Rhology’s truth-claims that I called into question, which has he substantiated?] You believe there must be “grounds” for logic, reason and induction? OK, then explain what you mean by “grounds” and explain why those things demand such a foundation. Explain why your god character represents sufficient “grounds” while competing god characters (Vishnu, Enlil, Brahman, Ammon-Ra, Zeus) represent insufficient “grounds.” To this point, your contention is completely unsupported, devoid of evidence or explanation, and hardly coherent because you have failed merely to define your terms. What is more, you continue to presuppose the Bible is a perfect vessel of truth, which is another woefully unsupported truth-claim. In fact, looking back through all our interactions, I struggle to find a single instance in which you provide convincing evidence to substantiate the wild presuppositions upon which your worldview depends. By contrast, in my previous composition, I comprehensively defended my truth-claims and an evidence-centric worldview.

Overall, I am completely happy with the results of this discussion, and I eagerly would invite theists and atheists to read it. Among my achievements are

1. Presenting the case against “unlimited attributes,” which I convincingly argued represent an absurd contradiction of terms. If you posit a god character possessing “unlimited attributes,” and I have proved “unlimited attributes” are absurd, then your god character also is proved absurd.

2. Getting you to admit (sans prodding, no less!) that god and the supernatural are beyond the bounds of knowledge (and, thus, nobody can offer any descriptor in relation to the deity or its native realm).

3. Making the case that human language is only functional in its proper context—that being the natural world. When human language is wrenched from the natural world and shoved into a supernatural one (for example, trying to use the descriptor “infinitely powerful” to characterize your god invention), it ceases to be meaningful because it ceases to be in its context.

Of course, as already referenced, arguably my greatest achievement in this engagement has been demonstrating that, no matter how many times you are asked, you refuse to provide evidence to substantiate your presuppositions. You operate from an entirely presuppositional stance and, when asked to justify it, you instead choose to repeat the fantastical presuppositions being questioned. Once again, in stark contrast, my last composition was a thorough defense of my worldview, addressing every question you raised in a comprehensive, convincing manner.

Finally, I now shall explain how I could be convinced of god’s existence. In short, the only way to defeat atheism’s challenge (the challenge of a lack of theistic belief) is to support theism convincingly. You cannot tear apart atheism’s worldview because atheism, in itself, presents no worldview to tear apart. Atheism is a wholly negative stance, proffering no positive foundation.

Here is a systematic breakdown of an experiment that would transform me into a Christian:

1. Noted atheists Christopher Hitchens, Dr. Richard Dawkins, Dr. Daniel Dennett, Sam Harris, James Randi, Penn Jillette, Dr. Michael Shermer and David Mills scour the country’s morgues to find a dead body on which they would like to experiment. The only absolute requirements are that the corpse must have been of average intelligence whilst alive, with no retardation of any type, and an adult. Other variables are irrelevant. Each atheist chooses a cadaver of his liking. Through a competitive coin-toss tournament, one atheist’s selected corpse is chosen for the experiment.

2. The corpse is brought to an examining area, wherein three doctors (all exhaustively trained in the human brain) study it and judge whether it has suffered brain death. The experiment can only continue when all three doctors agree that the corpse is dead and brain death definitely has occurred.

3. The corpse is brought to a church for the next step, and a holy man is chosen to perform the miracle still to come.

4. Inside the church, with no medical equipment present, the holy man is to say, “By the power of Jesus Christ, the son of god, let this person return to life and full vitality! Do this in the name of the lord!” Then, for precisely ten minutes, all parties involved wait.

5. The corpse would come back to life and then be returned to the hospital from whence it came.

6. Three different doctors (all exhaustively trained in the human brain) perform thorough testing on the newly vibrant corpse. The experiment can only continue when all three doctors agree that the corpse is now alive and brain death has been reversed.

7. A relatively simple examination is administered to the dearly resurrected, to judge whether its brain is working properly. For example, 7th grade algebra would be of representative difficulty. An examination score of less than 50% would indicate a faulty brain and yield a negative result for the experiment.

8. The complete experiment—beginning to end—is broadcast live on television, both nationally and internationally. The production crew (composed of atheists and religionists in roughly equal numbers) must be professional, boasting considerable experience in live broadcasting.

Admittedly, lesser evidence might make me question my atheism. Lesser evidence might cause me sleepless nights. However, after giving the issue considerable thought, I have concluded that only an experiment of this rigorous nature could utterly convince me of Christianity’s veracity.

It has been a pleasure.


Yours,

JN

The blindess of blind faith and the letters of Mother Teresa





  • The doors of heaven and hell are adjacent and identical.
    • Nikos Kazantzakis -The Last Temptation of Christ


Mother Teresa was human after all.

A fairly plain and almost stupidly obvious thing to say isn't it? Of course she was. She was no different than you or I really. No different in most respects to anyone else who ever walked and breathed.

Yet to many, she was more. Or rather, they NEED her to be more. Desperately. Badly. They need, to this day, for that frail old lady to be a saint. A conduit to the almighty sky god. A bridge to touch that which they cannot touch themselves. Through her, they saw physical confirmation of their faith. Perhaps the only concrete example of their faith.

So one can easily imagine the shock the faithful must have felt with the recent exposure of Teresa's private letters. Letters she wanted destroyed upon her death - and you can easily understand why once you read what was in them.

Far from being an icon of rock steady faith, and so proof of the power of faith itself, she was a woman tormented by her own demons. For most of her life, nearly, she writes, since she began "the Work", Teresa was plagued by gut-wrenching doubts. Not the mamby pamby "how do you accept a loving god in the face of evil" type doubt. I mean really serious, "does god even exist, and have I wasted my own life" type doubts.

Even for a non-believer like me, reading her letters is moving - but not in way that makes me want to go to church. I mean that this was a woman who, because she has such trouble believing the whole Catholic thing, hated herself for it.

She went on with the work of her religious order all the while harboring private thoughts like these:

"
What do I labor for? If there be no God—there can be no soul—if there is no Soul then Jesus—You also are not true.”

"“Such deep longing for God—and … repulsed—empty—no faith—no love—no zeal.—[The saving of] Souls holds no attraction—Heaven means nothing.”"

"So many unanswered questions live within me afraid to uncover them—because of the blasphemy—If there be God—please forgive me—When I try to raise my thoughts to Heaven—there is such convicting emptiness that those very thoughts return like sharp knives and hurt my very soul.—I am told God loves me—and yet the reality of darkness and coldness and emptiness is so great that nothing touches my soul. Did I make a mistake in surrendering blindly to the Call of the Sacred Heart?”


We do not know, and cannot say, if Teresa ever resolved these doubts before she died. In referring to her public face as a "mask", it seems she was keenly aware of the hypocrisy of publicly witnessing for her church and privately doubting the whole ball of wax was even true. That kind of self-hate must be nothing short of agonizing. I can only speculate here, but one is struck with a sense that she felt trapped by the position in the world she crafted for herself and her innermost doubts. She could neither leave the life she made, or even admit to her theological misgivings. To do so would have shattered her legend, undone her order and rocked the church and many of the faithful.

Yet, in the face of all of this, what has been the reaction of the church and believers? "Oh," they say. "So she had doubts. Big deal. All Christians have doubts. Jesus had doubts. Thomas is called Doubting Thomas for a reason. That she had doubts just makes her a GREATER saint."

The pope said Sunday: "
All believers know about the silence of God. Even Mother Teresa, with all her charity and force of faith, suffered from the silence of God."

This rationalization is so dishonest is just takes your breath away. It is an act of theological gymnastics and good old fashioned political spin control at work. It's pretty simple. Teresa is so important to the church that they want to fast track her into being a saint (which so far includes one bogus and debunked "miracle"), and continued the promotion of her as a living example of the glory of god. In short, too many people have invested too much for Teresa to be a human being. She has to be a perfect holy person. She has to be a saint.


So it doesn't matter that she tormented herself for dancing on the edges of disbelief. It doesn't matter that she, so far as we know, never resolved these matters one way or the other. Others will disregard what she has said and insist that she was perfect.

Take for example the ramblings of Faith Jonathan Morris, the Catholic priest who sometimes appears on Fox News. According to his recent op ed, only believers can understand what those letters really mean.

He writes of her statements: "
While shocking to the faithless, these intimate words of your pain and sorrow as you reach out in vain for spiritual consolation, shimmer in crystal clear waters for those who, by no merit of our own, share the gift of faith. We understand now, as you did even in these dark nights, that God was testing and strengthening you in the crucible of suffering..."

Yup, her deep-seated and painful doubts were "strengthening" her. Her despair over not feeling god in her life for decades were a "test". It is impossible for Morris to take Teresa at her word. It is impossible to accept that if she believed at all, it is so difficult as to crush her spirit. To Morris, her decades long inner suffocation represents shimmering pools of crystal clear waters that can only been seen by the faithful.

This is little more than medievalism, a pop version of Augustine's famous line "Seek not to understand that you may believe, but believe that you may understand." As if faith is a kind of child's decoder ring - like the ones you used find in cereal boxes. Only those who have it can really read the secret the message. So only those with the "gift of faith" have the capacity to understand the simple writings of a simple woman whose mind and spirit were trapped in a kind of feedback loop she appears to have been unable to escape.

But maybe it is not dishonesty at all. Maybe it is just willful blindness. Blind faith can make people ignore facts in many ways and perhaps this is just another symptom of that. They need Teresa to be something that, perhaps, she was not. Because if she was not, if a titanic figure like Mother Teresa couldn't really believe, then where does that leave lesser people?

Further reading: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/20497111/site/newsweek/



Perpetual Fear and the Promise of Salvation

This is a powerful documentary by the BBC. I encourage you to watch both parts. In summary, it's an in-depth summary of the religious & political motivations that lead to Sept 11th & the current occupation of Iraq. The parallels between Radical Islam and Neo-Conservatives in the U.S., how each side uses religion as justification for their atrocities, and uses the religious beliefs of the masses to control them politically, are made obvious.

The Power of Nightmares Part 1: Baby it's Cold Outside

The Power of Nightmares Part 2: The Phantom Victory


Religious people are being used, many by virtue of their unwillingness to look outside their field of view for answers. The Bible/Koran has the answers for them, and by extension, those who teach the Bible/Koran have answers for them. A powerful few who think they know what's best for the masses use the religious as their warriors & voters. While the politicians promise us earthly salvation, the religious promise us eternal salvation. By using the religious beliefs of the masses to further their political means, and then blaming those that don't think like them for the downfall of society, those in power are attempting to turn their ideology into laws for the masses.

It's hard to avoid mixing thoughts on religion & politics, especially when they're so obviously mixed these days. And it's hard to see the good people do in the name of their religious beliefs when we're blinded with the truth of who really benefits from the group-think of the christian masses.

Go check out “The Eloquent Atheist”.

There’s a new webzine on the Interwebs hoping to promote literary/art created by atheists called The Eloquent Atheist and they’re looking for folks to send in submissions. Here’s a snippet of what they’re hoping to receive:

…hopes to provide an outlet to nontheists who would like to publish creative, thoughtful, expressive writing (no rants), and writing that focuses on “reclaiming” the lives and works of nontheists, which have often been neglected in (or deliberately excised from) mainstream accounts of history.

The initial few articles are on a range of topics and it looks to have some potential. With a hat tip to The Friendly Atheist where I first heard about it.


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Awash in Fishy Froth

An amazing news story about a massive wave of froth washing up in Sydney. Check out the pictures at the Daily News!

(photo from Daily News - Icon Images)

What I want to know, is how does it feel "like clouds of air - you could hardly feel it," when it is made from decomposed fish particles?

How does seaweed excrete, exactly? If it is oxygen, then the foam should be almost -almost- like a cappuccino. Mmmm. Cappuccino.

Mysteries and strangeness abound. I suppose Lake Ontario's foamy edges are less likely to confound and provoke awe. Unless it's not really sewage, and it's really Cthulhu Deep Ones getting ready to invade the Toronto waterfront. That would be newsworthy.

A tip of the hat to Kalliopi Monoyios for the Sci-Art post about the article...make sure to check out her sublime fossil fish jaw illustrations. Gradations as smooth as a finely poured latte...

What? We're not doing coffee metaphors anymore? It ended with the fish guts?

Zachary Moore Infiltrates the Creation Museum

Brilliant! Dr. Zachary Moore has a 10 minute video tour of the Creation Museum. Check it out, yo!

Blog Phenology

In spring the thought of hunkering down with my computer was nothing short of repulsive. I wanted to frolic outside and bask in warmth directly from the sun - not emanating from my laptop battery.

Over the summer, my pouting Powerbook collected dust and I'm sure it wept silently while I swam, canoed, biked, ran, and otherwise occupied myself with all sorts of other summery goodness.

But now I'm beginning to feel the tug of my favorite hibernation activity. My daytime thoughts are more frequently caching experiences as blog fodder and I'm becoming more desperate to find the battery charger for my pocket camera.

And if last winter is any indication, in the coming months I'll be blogging everyday, surreptitiously snapping pontifical photos, and snuggling-up in my hi-tech hibernaculum.

Richard Dawkins’ Social Club


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Religion and Smoking

There’s a very nice new post on A Load of Bright about the similarities of religion and… smoking. I absolutely loved this part:

Isn’t if funny how only smokers crave cigarettes? Non-smokers don’t come out of a stressful meeting with a customer and say “I’m so stressed, I need to unwind. If only I smoked!”. Only smokers think they need to smoke, and only people who are religious think they need religion. In both cases, great harm and suffering is caused, or at least always potentially possible, while the perceived enjoyment and benefit is cheap and shallow. I don’t think people need religion. Personally, I think people are better than that.


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the boy on the back of the turtle

Brief Book Review of...
the boy on the back of the turtle:
Seeking God, Quince Marmalade and the Fabled Albatross on Darwin's Islands
by Paul Quarrington

The title immediately caught my eye, and well, you can't judge a book by its cover, but I am a very visual person.

I actually have a copy signed by the author that my wife bid on at a fundraiser here in Toronto, so that's a lot of fun. I had never read Paul Quarrington's work before (that I know of; now I am noticing his writing cropping up in front of me in magazines, since the name is distinctive). I also have a copy of his book, Storm Chasers.

I took this book with me on my trip to Alberta in July, and I whipped through it much faster than I usually do on vacation. Perhaps there is a subtle quality in the writing of a fellow Torontonian that made it feel like an especially rich conversation. And it was a conversation, since it made me laugh, and shake my head, and look forward to my time with it each evening or lazy afternoon.

The story is a biographical one, with the authour going on a trip to the Galapagos with his 7-year old daughter and 77-year old father. Mr. Quarrington immediately caught me with a high-falutin' opening paragraph that quickly tripped over some vulgarity on it's way to conclusion.

A lot of research into Darwin's life, and the history of the Galapagos (or 'Encantadas', Enchanted Isles) was poured engagingly into this book. Which is why the following had me whipping out my own pen to retort on the margins of the book:

"Whales are interesting. They are in a sense the largest example of Paley's hypothetical watch, because there are no clear evolutionary ancestors for them, no proto- or mini-whales. They seem to have been popped into the waters by the Almighty. " (p97)

What about pakicetus?! Ambulocetus? The ancestry of what evolved to modern whales is almost as clear as the horse, or our own primate ancestors and relatives. I flipped out, grabbed for a pen. (Cool skeleton re-created here.)

As my fervour abated, I flipped to the frontspiece of the book. Ahh. Published in 1997. That may explain it. On vacation and without easy internet access, I resolved to check when the amazing discoveries in Pakistan were published. It seems that in 1996, J. G. M. Thewissen, S. I. Madar, and S. T. Hussain published their work. It hardly may have been seeping into the consciousness of a Toronto writer by that point. The stellar Walking With Beasts t.v. series by the BBC had not yet aired.

But still. Although this was a footnote in a relaxed style, the book was well-researched and insightful. It was a bit of a shock to see the authour jump from no current evidence to the Almighty in the span of a footnote. It happens again later in the book, when he refers to "the unliklihood of complexity arising out of chance," (p175). However, you can't throw the whale out with the flood. (Or something. ) What a truly excellent book while I was on vacation looking at fossils! Part of the arc of this journey was to come to what Quarrington referred to as the Big Insight, and discover something meaningful in his family for his daughter, and perhaps about his father.

I think he did. The book leaves you with an intimate sense of travel, family, and how searching for self-discovery can be done in the outside world. I found the story to be a gripping one with how a person (perhaps agnostic), can search to be moved, and find it in the natural (not supernatural) world. I would recommend this book heartily to other members of the BrightsOnline, Atheist Blogroll and PaleoWebRing communites.

The rollicking history and natural history lessons of the Encantadas in Quarrington's "voice" make this a great book for people interested in science, family, or just curling up and relaxing.

Have Scientists Found the Brain’s Free Will Center?

One of the U.S. Department of Health & Human Services' ancillary websites, healthfinder.gov, recently published an article on the latest neuroscience research titled, "Scientists Spot Brain's 'Free Will' Center." The article begins:

If you've ever been of "two minds" about doing something, a new study may explain why.

Scientists say one part of the brain is responsible for initiating action, while a totally separate area is in charge of not taking that action.

This newly identified region, involved in an aspect of self-control, may change conceptions of human free will, the researchers said. It could also explain the basis of impulsive as well as reluctant behavior, they added.

Given the recent spate of neuroscientific research that strongly suggests humans do not possess a capacity for contra-causal 'free will', no doubt some will find solace in the apparent conclusion at which this article arrives. Additionally, those of a more traditional monotheistic bent will seize upon this tidbit of research as evidence or justification for the necessity of their belief in free will. An essential tenet - possibly the central tenet - of monotheistic religions like Christianity and Islam is that human possess the freedom to choose to obey God or not - or even to believe in God or not; and that this capacity for insubordination warrants an eternity of punishment. Tom Gilson of The Thinking Christian blog writes:

And it couldn't say [there's no such thing as free will]; not without jumping off to all kinds of unwarranted conclusions (of course, that didn't stop those other three newspapers from doing the same). The research said that there appear to be separate centers in the brain, one for planning and doing things, the other for deciding not to do them. One for action, one for inhibition. Somewhere, we make decisions. That somewhere remains scientifically unidentified. I predict it will remain that way.

Yes, the research purports to show that there is a center in the brain for initiating action and one for refraining from action. We know that different modules in the brain are responsible for different things. And, yes, we also know that somewhere in all that muddle decisions get made. The research can't say there's no free will; but, equally, it can't say there is. However, it (along with most other research in this area) strongly suggests that human beings do not possess contra-causal free will.

There's no doubt human beings make decisions, but that doesn't necessarily mean that those are 'free' decisions. The most widely accepted, if inchoate or at least not fully thought out, view is that there is a little 'me' inside my brain who receives all the sensory information from my body and makes free decisions based on that information. This little 'me' is free to choose and decide in whatever way it pleases. But this concept cries out for an explanation of what makes the little 'me' in there decide the way it does? What determines how it chooses? There must be reasons for its choices, no? If there are no reasons, then its decisions would be completely arbitrary. Clearly our decisions do not seem arbitrary. We all claim to have reasons for our actions, for our decisions.

So what we end up with is a sort of Russian doll type of infinite regress: an infinite series of little 'me's' each providing the reasons for the previous 'me's' actions. At some point, in order for mini-me's actions to be free in the sense most of us generally, and religious believers in particular require, there must be a break in this chain, an insertion of a free element to the decision making process - a chink through which a god might slink, if you will. Because that's what we would have to be: each of us would have to be a Prime Mover, a first cause of ourselves. But does the idea of being a first cause of ourselves even make sense? I say no.

For me, and for those who call themselves naturalists, the debate over free will is, well, over. The more interesting part of the article relates to the consequences of being able to identify the area of the brain responsible for our inhibitory capacities. As the article states:

This study and others like it are really in their infancy, Miranda pointed out. That's important to remember, since the findings could one day have legal and other implications.

"This kind of data could have implications for legal definitions of 'diminished capacity,' " he explained. "There's a potential for informing legal definitions of mental illness and things like that."

"Much of our society is based on the concept of not only free will but also 'free won't,' the inhibition of response," Masur explained. "The difference between us as intelligent ordered social creatures and the society that would run amok is the ability to inhibit our responses, the ability to take control if a situation calls for it, to stop acting in a particular way . . . Maybe down the line somebody can develop a drug or hormone or transmitter system that targets that particular area of brain which strengthens the ability to negate responses which are too impulsive."


Aside from Masur's eerily Brave New World-ish suggestion, the implications for our criminal justice system could be significant. Our current criminal justice system is a retributivist one where we mete out 'just desserts' to those we deem are fully responsible (and not mentally compromised) for their actions. But a naturalistic understanding of ourselves says that we are fully natural, fully-caused creatures who aren't ultimately responsible for creating themselves, for good or ill.

Tom Clark of The Center for Naturalism, in an email exchange with journalist Issac Bailey, draws out the implications of a naturalistic view of criminal justice which is relevant in light of this new research about 'free won't':

Bailey: People such as Stephen Stanko, who was convicted of murder and sexual assault, don't deserve the death penalty because they are a product of their environment and genetic makeup. I asked Clark: Why do you believe Stanko had no control over his actions?

Clark : Stanko had no control over his genetic endowment and his upbringing, the combination of which gradually created his character and propensities for criminal behavior. But I think it's incorrect to say Stanko had no control over what he did. After all, he wasn't completely insane. Had a police officer been present, he wouldn't have committed his crimes. Rather, it's that his capacity for conforming his conduct to the law - what we mean by self-control in this context - was severely compromised by various causal factors having to do with his genetics and upbringing. He lacked enough impulse control, plus had other dysfunctional, antisocial characteristics, for this horrific behavior to occur.

Bailey : I believe things such as genetics and the environment influence behavior but doesn't cause them, meaning it might be harder for someone like Stanko to resist the urge to commit violence but he can choose to resist nonetheless.

Clark : It's important to see that the extent of one’s capacity to resist violent urges can only be judged by one's actual behavior. It's not a matter of having this capacity and just choosing not to exercise it out of one's own uncaused free will. To say that it's harder for Stanko to exercise control is just to say that his capacity for control is severely compromised, compared to our (normal) capacity; so he behaved criminally, while we do not. All this could be fully explained if we knew enough about his genetics and life history. If you believe that “things such as genetics and the environment influence behavior but doesn't cause them,” then you believe, as do most people, that there is this third thing, this uncaused free will independent of genetics and environment, that does cause behavior. But then you have to explain where that will comes from, and why it chooses the way it does. If you can't answer those questions, you're appealing to a mystery, and if you do answer those questions, you'll see that it all ultimately boils down to environment and heredity as they create the person. There's nothing besides these that figure in causal explanations, according to science.

The significance of all this for the death penalty, of course, is that if you suppose Stanko has free will, and just chose not to refrain from killing, then he deserves to die since he's a self-made monster in some sense. But if we take the causal story of his character and behavior seriously, we can't suppose that he could have done otherwise.

Bailey : Given that view, what, exactly, should be done with the Stankos of the world, given the crimes they commit?

Clark: If, as I believe, we should be creating a less punitive, less dangerous society, then we want to reinforce nonviolent models of behavior and make inmates better, not worse. Right now, the death penalty and many prisons model the worst sort of behavior imaginable - killings, rape, isolation, degradation - and thus further damage inmates, many of whom will eventually be released, helping to perpetuate the sort of society that's causing crime in the first place. Once we drop the free-will-based, retributive justification for punishment, there are still valid objectives of criminal justice, including public safety, deterrence, rehabilitation, community restoration, and victim restitution.












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And I beheld when the moon became as blood

Did you see it last night? I did. The moon darkened and turned red, just like the Bible said it would.

I'm not sure just what to make of it, though.

Does it mean that Jesus is back?

Immediately after the tribulation of those days shall the sun be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, and the stars shall fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens shall be shaken: And then shall appear the sign of the Son of man in heaven: and then shall all the tribes of the earth mourn, and they shall see the Son of man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory. Matthew 24:29-30

Well, the moon was definitely darkened, but the sun seemed normal enough and I didn't see any stars fall. Still, Alberto Gonzales resigned yesterday and Larry Craig pleaded guilty of lewd conduct charges. So maybe "the powers of heaven were shaken" a bit.

Or is it the end of the world, "the great and terrible day of the Lord" that I've heard so much about?

The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the great and the terrible day of the LORD come. Joel 2:31

The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before that great and notable day of the Lord come. Acts 2:20

Or has the sixth seal of Revelation been broken?

And I beheld when he had opened the sixth seal, and, lo, there was a great earthquake; and the sun became black as sackcloth of hair, and the moon became as blood. Revelation 6:12

God has a strange way of communicating, doesn't he? The naturally occurring signs and wonders are all part of God's special sign language. Last night's central lunar eclipse was one of his most spectacular signs and was clearly a fulfillment of the Bible's prophecy (that there have been hundreds since the prophecies were made only shows how accurate the prophecies have been).

But what was God trying to tell us? (It must be a really important message since God repeats it so often.)

I Don’t Like What You Have To Say….

…so I’m going to take away your right to say it.

That appears to be the going mantra in Malaysia right now. After closing two publications last year for carrying the cartoon depictions of Muhammad, Malaysian Christians are requesting that the same favors be granted to them as well after a picture of Jesus smoking and drinking was published in a local paper.

Christian groups said that although the Jesus of the Bible was a compassionate figure - who turned water into wine, shared a flagon with his disciples at the Last Supper and mixed with tax collectors and prostitutes - action should still be taken.


Apparently, freedom of the press isn’t a right as highly regarded as the right to be free from ridicule. When did appealing to the same level of cowardly censorship become an appealing alternative?

Dialogue with the Imaginary

So, there’s this conversation you can find cut and pasted all over the internet. It’s a discussion between an asshat philosophy professor who can’t argue for shit raking one of his hapless theist students over the coals for no apparent reason.

Someone saw fit to paste this near-worthless piece of writing in a comment to my blog. It amused me a little bit because it’s so sad. But I had to figure that some angry theist must have gotten a kick out of writing it. I thought I’d try my hand at that!

Now, to be absolutely accurate to the style of writing, I’d have to make the theist in the story a surly and belligerent moron, like the philosophy professor in the story who picks a fight with a student but can’t even argue about heat and cold. It doesn’t seem quite fair, but hey, that’s the template I’m working with. So, here goes!

Professor of Religion speaks to his class on how stupid atheists are.

He ask one of his atheist students to stand and….

Prof.: So you believe in the almighty God?

Student: No, sir.

Prof.: Why not?

Student: Based on the evidence.

Prof.: Can you prove God doesn’t exist?

Student: Of course not but…

Prof.: (Interrupting with a huge grin) Aha, so you admit that your claim that God doesn’t exist is the height of arrogance!

Student: I didn’t make that claim. You asked me what I believed. I am technically an agnostic because I refuse to say God is absolutely impossible, but I am a de facto atheist because the evidence leads me to believe that the possibility of God’s existence is intolerably small. So I live my life as an atheist. You also asked what I can prove. It’s impossible to prove…

Prof.: (Smugly, drooling slightly) Impossible because Gods existence is impossible to deny!

Student: (Calmly) Well, no. It’s because God is defined in such a way that you can wiggle out of every argument, but in general it’s not possible to prove the nonexistence of something. Nor is it appropriate; the burden of proof is on you.

Prof.: The proof of God’s existence is all around us. You and I couldn’t possibly exist if God hadn’t created us.

Student: Well, that’s what you believe, but you were attacking me on my reasoning and clearly I can’t take “creation” as evidence that God exists when there are quite plausible scientific explanations for the complexity of the universe. If this were an age of superstition, I might have to throw up my hands and concede the argument to you. But let me ask you a question, do you believe in a teapot, floating in space between the Earth and Mars?

Prof.: (Haughty) That’s ridiculous, of course I don’t. How would it get there?

Student: Let’s not get ahead of ourselves. Wow - ridiculous, eh? That’s a bit arrogant, wouldn’t you say?

Prof.: (Suddenly looking confused) What? Well, why should I believe in such a teapot? Astronomers…

Student: (Interrupting) Oh, I meant to mention that the teapot is too small for any of our telescopes to detect.

Prof.: (Smug again) Of course I don’t believe in a floating, microscopic teapot.

Student: Fair enough. I haven’t given you any evidence. You should, at this point, be a teapot agnostic. But you went even further, calling my teapot belief ridiculous. I find that interesting. Why not go ahead and prove to me the teapot doesn’t exist.

Complete silence in the classroom as everyone realizes something EXTREMELY IMPORTANT is happening in this REALLY DRAMATIC MOMENT of this INCREDIBLE SOCRATIC DIALOGUE.

Prof.: (Humble and devoid of sarcasm) Holy crap, you’re right, I can’t prove it.

Student: And you shouldn’t have to. The burden should be on me, if I claim the teapot exists. You might not be able to prove that this teapot doesn’t exist, but you certainly shouldn’t believe it does. The possibility is intolerably small.

Prof.: (Suddenly coming to a realization about his theism) Class is canceled and all the atheists in class have an A. I’m going to see if there’s an opening on the visual arts staff because clearly I can’t teach this class anymore. Thank you, nameless student.

The professor walks out, but not before shaking the student’s hand, which turns into an emotional hug.

It’s not hard to write one of these silly dialogues. Feel free to write your own. Post it in the comments or, if you post it to your blog, post a link to it in my comments.

Refuting Rhology: A Defense of Rationality and Reason

This composition is a rebuttal to this posting. Please note: Specially formatted passages are comments by “Rhology,” to whom I am publicly responding.—Ed.



In regards to everything you said,

There is no truth without examining evidence (#3). So, please provide evidence for this statement.


Let this response commence with an admission. This particular quote is somewhat problematic for me. Truth, in itself, exists quite apart from the evidences for that truth. Dinosaurs existed (and went extinct) before human primates had any evidence of dinosaurs. Neutrinos existed before we had any evidence of them. Pluto existed before we had any evidence of it. However—and I stand firmly behind this—evidence has proven to be the single most reliable method by which fallible human primates can discover truth (or its close approximation). The reason for this is the very definition of the word “evidence,” to which I later shall come. [I shall repeat this definition ad infinitum, so forgive my delay in presenting it.]

With that clarification in mind, I shall use evidence to prove that evidence is the single most reliable method by which fallible humans can discover larger truths. Let us consider the American criminal justice system as an example. Say a football star is charged with inflicting brutal, sadistic torture on innocent canines. The only reliable way to decide whether this football star is guilty or innocent is to examine the evidence in the case. Certainly, the jury arbitrarily could declare the person guilty or innocent based upon rhetorical flourishes and prosecutorial aggressiveness (or some other basis unrelated to evidence), but we surely would have many innocents rotting in jail and equally many thugs roaming the streets. “The truth” exists apart from the examination, and presence, of evidence. However, for the best chance of finding that truth, evidence is the road on which one must travel. The reason? “Evidence” is just another way of saying “the relevant facts” as they pertain to a larger truth-claim, incident, phenomenon, event, etc.

Quickly, let us consider another example. Say you (god forbid) have a relative who is gravely sick with cancer. Numerous types of treatment are available to be tried, but they must be done exclusively, rather than in combination. I have a feeling that, in this hypothetical instance, you gladly would accept that evidence (the relevant facts) is a damn good guide to reaching the larger truth about which method of treatment would have the best odds of saving your beloved relative’s life.

Every day, we all operate according to evidence—that is, according to the relevant facts. We carry an umbrella when we see storm clouds or hear a negative weather report. We go to the doctor when we feel a strange, unfamiliar lump on our body. We call the police when we see a swarthy miscreant looming outside our house in the dead of night.

Once again, to be obnoxiously repetitive and abundantly clear, “evidence” is nothing more than “the relevant facts” as they pertain to a larger, more complex truth. Through the collection and examination of the relevant facts, fallible humans grant themselves the best opportunity to capture truth—as imperfectly as we do so.



Making unsubstantiated assertions gets us nowhere (#5). So, please provide evidence that there is no truth w/o examining evidence. What is the evidence for these two statements?


As I already have admitted, in clarifying the truth-claim with which you started, the truth of any given matter simply exists, and it exists quite apart from our meager species happening upon evidence. The truth is not dependent upon primates such as we discovering it, through evidence or otherwise. [As I already have written, neutrinos existed before we were aware of them and before we had access to any evidence for them.] However, as I previously have argued—by means of presenting evidence—the relevant facts (the evidence) represent the best way to happen upon truth, and every person utilizes evidence every day precisely because it helps us make better choices about natural reality. Through evidence, we have a better chance of discovering the truth about whether it shall rain or be sunny, to beat my example to death mercilessly.

As it pertains to making unsubstantiated assertions, it generally is a masturbatory and useless exercise. I, myself, made unsubstantiated assertions to David about there being an ethereal cosmic catfish. I presented no evidence for the catfish, and I described it in vague, generalized, unfalsifiable terms. I added nothing to the dialogue in doing so, which was precisely the point of my argument. Anybody can posit anything, from TgOTB to magical elves to cosmic catfishes to Bertrand Russell’s teapot to Carl Sagan’s garage dragon. If no evidence is presented for a given assertion, one can dismiss the assertion as baseless. If, in addition to having no supporting evidence, the claim also is designed to be unfalsifiable, it goes beyond baseless and ventures into obnoxious.



As such, the atheistic position makes no truth-claims (#7). Should I consider that statement true or false? Is it or is it not part of the atheistic position?


The atheistic position has precisely one characteristic: Atheists lack a belief in god. That is all atheism says, ever has said and ever shall say. Much as I try, I cannot live up to atheism’s pure definition. My personal views and biases damn me to inject my stances in my compositions. No claims I make about natural reality should be interpreted as reflective of pure atheism, because atheism offers no positive worldview in itself. Atheism, in its pure and unadulterated form, denotes a lack and only a lack.



Where there are no truth-claims, there is no burden of proof (#8). How is this statement provable and why wouldn't you have the burden of proof as relates to it?


Some things simply are obvious; and, it should be noted, the types of “truth-claims” on which you call me out are utterly different from the types of truth-claims you yourself frivolously posit. I am advancing truth-claims of a most innocuous and nearly self-evident nature. You, on the other hand, are claiming a very specific CREATURE, which is CONSCIOUS, is EXTANT in a specifically SUPERNATURAL REALM. Then, you claim to know that creature’s NATURE and claim the creature directly INSPIRED a BOOK that is TOTALLY PERFECT. Then, you claim the creature presides over an AFTERLIFE where all people either will be REWARDED or PUNISHED for ETERNITY. This seems just a bit different from my truth-claims (which include “only through evidence can humans reliably discover truth”; “reality exists and is perceptible”; “language can convey meaning”; “absurdities exist”; “contradictions exist”; “analysis can be reasoned”; “blame can be placed”; etc.).

If somebody is not claiming something, one need not provide evidence. Why? One cannot provide evidence in support of a non-existent truth-claim. “I lack belief in god” is not a truth-claim because it is not a claim at all. Evidence does not apply to a statement which claims nothing. On the contrary, “god exists” or “god does not exist” both represent claims. “I lack belief in god” is not a claim and, thus, evidence is inapplicable (and would be patently absurd).



The burden of proof is not on the doubter (#12). I doubt that this phrase is correct, so please provide proof that it is true.


Again, these types of claims are utterly different and wholly unanalogous to your claims, which involve things like JESUS being CRUCIFIED, BURIED and RISING FROM THE DEAD. Then, you claim he subsequently WALKED AROUND for some disputed length of time before ASCENDING BODILY into HEAVEN. If the truth-claims you plucked are the best you could muster in your quick-as-a-whip response, I have been diligent in avoiding extraneous truth-claims.

As to the claim in question, I already have addressed this. In order to present “proof” for something, there must be “a something” to which proof is applicable. A true, by-the-definition doubter is not advancing anything, but merely doubting what others have advanced. To say, “I doubt what you advance” is not a truth-claim, so no evidence possibly could be applied to it and no burden of proof possibly could be levied. The burden of proof only exists when an individual states, “X is the case” or “X is not the case.” To say, “I lack belief X is the case” is to claim nothing about reality. That statement expresses lack—the utter antithesis of a positive assertion.



Without evidence, the doubter can dismiss you out of hand (#14). OK, unless you can help me out on #s 3 and 5, I'll go ahead and dismiss everything you've said out of hand.


I am confident I have supported these “truth-claims” sufficiently, and I am confident my claims were innocuous and obvious enough that this response is virtually superfluous. You are attempting to analogize my truth-claims to your own, yet they are so utterly different that you do yourself a disservice when you respond in this manner. Your response, in my view, represents a clever strategy to avoid providing the convincing evidence for which I asked in relation to your truth-claims.

Once again, if the truth-claims you outline above are the worst you could find in my 3636-word reply, I pat myself on the back for eschewing extraneous truth-claims in refuting your presuppositional philosophy.



Nature is material, finite, limited and comprehensible (#20). And you're part of nature, so why should I believe you when you presume to speak on the topic of that which is immaterial, transcendent, infinite, and beyond the bounds of knowledge?


I offer my abundant thanks for your word choice. You have done me a great favor and helped me (temporarily) avoid my characteristic verbosity. You essentially have said god is “beyond the bounds of knowledge.” Therefore, you possess no knowledge of god, because said deity is beyond knowledge’s bounds. Thusly, the discussion is concluded, with the doubter victorious.



There are infinite theoretically possible explanations for the universe’s mass-energy (#30), and attributes, by definition, are limited (#29). Hmm, not sure I can make sense of this one.


I shall make sense of it in a single sentence: Theoretically possible explanations for cosmic origins are not “attributes.”

Because that is resolved, I now shall elaborate on this whole issue. I already have given examples of attributes in my previous extended reply. I also explained why “infinite attributes” are self-contradictory and, thus, absurd. There is no such thing as a man who is “infinitely tall” and such an idea is self-defeating. To use the word “tall” to describe a man is to imply there is an end to the man’s height. If the man goes on forever into oblivion, the word “height” cannot even apply to the man. There is no such thing as a man who is “infinitely fat,” and such an idea is self-defeating. To use the word “fat” to describe a man is to imply an end to the man’s weight. If the man goes on forever outward in limitless girth, the word “weight” cannot even apply to the man. No being can be “infinitely hairy.” No being can be “infinitely muscular.” Descriptors unavoidably imply limits, and to take away limitation itself is to take away the meaningfulness of descriptors. Analogously, the words “knowledge” and “power” also imply limits, as is the case for all descriptors. The “unlimited attribute” is a fallacy…a flagrant contradiction of terms that leads inexorably to gibberish.



Here's the beef: You are an atheist, you believe that the universe has not been created by a logical, rational being who can thus provide grounds for using logic and rationality, for knowing what they are. Please provide evidence that the secretions of your brain, that the banging-around of atoms inside your skull that produce tappings on a keyboard, are meaningful. Nobody holds a bottle of lotion up to their ear to hear what it has to say about theism, yet it is no less a collection of atoms banging around than your brain.


A quick correction: Contrary to your summation, my stance much more accurately could be described as lacking belief that the universe was created by a logical, rational being. To advance being-belief would be to make a truth-claim. To categorize being-belief as false would be to make a truth-claim. I, on the other hand, simply do not possess this belief.

I really think you need to elaborate on this summation somewhat. Yes, essentially everything on this planet is composed of atoms. However, that certainly does not mean everything is the same and must be treated identically. Humans have evolved into wonderful creatures, capable of reasoning, learning, analyzing, loving, having passions, feeling joy and much else. A bottle of lotion is inanimate and vastly different from humans (and different from aardvarks and yaks, not to mention daffodils and chrysanthemums, as well). Where is the valid point of comparison, sir?

In short, you really need to explain the problem at which you are trying to get.



Gloriously, I have an answer to the conundrum - humans are made in the image of God. You'll say, "Proof?" Evidence is available, but to quote the highly-quotable Doug Wilson, I want evidence that evidence is valid. You can start by answering the questions raised above.


You seem to have constructed a strange, menacing ogre out of the word “evidence,” making it into a frightening threat to your leap of faith. Evidence, as I already have articulated ad infinitum, simply means “relevant facts” as they relate to a truth-claim, phenomenon, event, incident, etc. Doug Wilson wants me to explain why relevant facts are of use in attempting to discover larger, more complex truths? I would guess Mr. Wilson checks the Weather Channel on occasion, to learn the temperature, humidity or see the radar in his local area. That way, Wilson can dress appropriately and, perhaps, grab an umbrella as he leaves the house (surely off to do something that shall leave utterly defeated atheists in his glorious wake). I chose one small example here but, clearly, in all the rest of his life, Wilson relies upon relevant facts in order to make decisions and approximate truth on larger matters. Then, in one instance, where it threatens his theological construction, Wilson decries evidence—relevant facts—as questionable in itself.

Show me somebody who eschews relevant facts in conducting his daily affairs, and I shall show you somebody who credibly can decry evidence.


With my claims now fortified, I briefly shall introduce questions for you. First, it is clear that you project a high degree of confidence as it relates to your god character. You would have your readership believe you are downright certain of Christianity’s truth. However, consider for a moment the Jihadists in Palestine, who eagerly strap bombs onto themselves and blow their bodies into a billion pieces. Consider the individuals who flew planes into skyscrapers at 500 miles per hour. As abominable as those deeds were … THAT is certainty. You are utterly certain of Christianity; they are utterly certain of Islam. Why is your certainty more valid than their certainty?

Finally, with respect to TgOTB, could your mind possibly be changed, or is it unchangeable?



Yours,

JN

Heaven against Humanity

You always hear and see Christians exclaim how much more fortunate they are that they belong in the only religion that can grant them true happiness after death. Some go even further and decide that people who do not believe in christianity are missing out and it is their duty to save them before it is too late. Mix that with the threat of eternal damnation on the other side and you’ve got an powerful chain of fear to bind people when brainwashing them from a young age.

But I digress, this is not the point of the article I am attempting to write currently. Rather, I would prefer to focus on the first part of the previous sentence, that is, how Christians are virtuous only because they want to get into Heaven and what effect it has on all of us. (more…)

Objective Morality

So I noticed this post about Dr Craig's argument for god by Goosing the Antithesis today and it got me thinking so i wanted to jot down some things that popped in my head..
first here is the statement he lays out..
  1. If God does not exist, then there are no objective moral values and duties.
  2. There are objective moral values and duties.
  3. Therefore God exists.

My first thought was the term god could easily be replaced with societies.
  1. If Societies do not exist, then there are no objective moral values and duties.
  2. There are objective moral values and duties.
  3. Therefore Societies exist.
but then I got to thinking some more.. and with this new statement I think it is much easier to see how/where our moral values come from.

I think we could take it a step further and say:

  1. If diversity within society does not exist then there are no objective moral values and duties
  2. Objective moral values and duties do exist.
  3. Therefore diversity within society exists.

It is my opinion that morality is based on society, in addition Objectivity increases as Diversity increases. I'm glad I watched that video it seemed to open my mind as to where our morals come from.

If we look through history we know that when societies began moral values were very different than they are today. But as cultures began to intermingle, and society became more diversified, our "Objectivity" to moral values has also increased due to the increase in diversity.

What a fun little exercise :)

God’s Choices

Today I read something rather remarkable in the church bulletin from my parents' parish about the gospel reading regarding who will and will not be saved from the fires of hell:
If it were up to God, everyone would be saved.
If?!? The Christian God is supposedly omnipotent. He created the universe. He created humanity. He issued the commandments. He founded the church. He instituted the sacraments. He created heaven and hell. He forgives us. He will judge us upon our death. Everything is part of his perfect plan. How can one possibly say that our salvation is not up to him? I suppose one could argue that he grants us free will, concentrating on free will and ignoring he grants us, but even then there is absolutely no reason to imagine that we must forever suffer untold agony if we reject him. People who reject God don't suffer hellish pain while living. Why must they suffer after their death unless God specifically ordains it? It most certainly is up to him.

This attitude of resignation to whatever God has arbitrarily chosen to do as logically necessary can be seen in other areas of Christian theology. Christians say that Jesus' death on the cross was necessary for God to forgive humanity. Why? An omnipotent deity can forgive anyone of anything for any reason without any blood being spilled. If God chooses to do so, then it's because he wants to, not because he has to. Everything truly is up to God. You simply cannot justify the supremely hideous doctrine of hell by saying that God has no choice but to send some of his beloved creatures there to fry for eternity.

Scrupulosity, OCD and the Doctrine of Hell

For approximately five years, from 1999 until my deconversion in 2004, I suffered greatly from an obsession with sin, death and hell known as scrupulosity. The condition is usually considered a form of obsessive-compulsive disorder and is normally treated with counseling and medication. While I respect the general opinion of mental health professionals in this matter, I always insisted that my own problem was not the result of abnormal brain chemistry but simply of sincere belief in the teachings of the Catholic Church regarding the afterlife and I think that the almost three years of my life since then, without any belief in the supernatural and without the slightest hint of obsession, have vindicated that opinion. My belief that God might damn me to hell forever almost drove me literally insane and the terrible anguish which it caused contributed to my sustained antipathy toward the idea of the Christian God.

The Catholic Church preaches two entirely incompatible doctrines which led to my scrupulosity:
  1. God loves each person perfectly and unconditionally.
  2. God will damn a person to hell forever if they commit a mortal sin and then die without having confessed or at least having made an act of perfect contrition with the intention to confess as soon as possible.
It also seems that one must engage in doublethink to fully accept both of these conflicting dogmas and that my eventual inability to reconcile them in my mind was indeed the source of my problem.

Let's say that I'm not certain whether I have committed a mortal sin despite knowing that it must be a gravely immoral act committed with full knowledge of the intellect and full consent of the will. A confessor would most likely instruct me that if I'm not certain, then it cannot be a mortal sin and I don't need to confess it. The problem is that there is no absolute distinction between certain and uncertain in any of the three elements and I was frequently uncertain about whether I was certain! The prospect of literally never-ending torture meant that I couldn't risk even the very slightest chance that I culpably judged wrongly and that obsession was the only rational response to infinite danger. I was often told that I had to trust my current confessor absolutely, but my confessors had directly contradicted each other, directly contradicted official church documents, and even told me that I was right in leaving other confessors who had instructed me wrongly. I was told even more often that I had to trust God because he loves us, but it was simply impossible for me to really believe this. If he really and truly loved us, then he would never assign us infinite punishment for finite sins or make our salvation so heavily dependent on the hour of our death. I was told that I was wrong to view God as a policeman who is constantly waiting for us to do something wrong so that he can punish us, but the image seemed to fit rather well except that, unlike a policeman, God had unlimited control over me, my world, the rules and the punishment! I simply couldn't love a being who threatened me with eternal fire if I didn't follow his rules exactly and who would just completely give up on me once I died. The Christian God was a monster in my eyes whom I grew to fear and despise more and more over the years.

My scrupulosity was treated by confessors, counselors, and even with medication from a psychiatrist. Their assistance granted me a certain limited amount of relief, but it was always only temporary and my condition never really improved beyond being simply bearable. My deconversion, which included the rejection of the concepts of God and hell as absurd, on the other hand, resulted in complete, instantaneous and permanent relief without any counseling or medication because my obsession was rational and had nothing to do with brain chemistry or my “failure” to trust and love God. Here is an example. Like sufferers of actual OCD, I had an obsession with washing and cleanliness. The typical OCD obsession is based on the small possibility of becoming sick and the minuscule possibility of becoming fatally sick from lack of washing and cleanliness. My obsession was based on the possibility of sinning by getting me or someone else sick from lack of washing and cleanliness. The worst that happens with an OCD obsession is that someone gets sick or dies. Everyone dies eventually, so while it makes sense to be careful, it doesn't make sense to be so careful that it ruins one's life. The worst that happened with my obsession, however, was that I burned in hell forever and ever. It really would be worth ruining one's life to avoid an eternity of pain, so my reaction was completely proportionate to the danger. Once I realized that there was no danger of hell, however, I returned to normal immediately. I started washing my hands only after using the restroom and sometimes before eating. I could touch anything without worrying about germs. I could drop a cookie on the ground and eat it without thinking about it except to laugh at how easy it had become. That is simply not possible for someone with abnormal brain chemistry and irrational obsessions. Of course, I would argue that my belief in hell was essentially irrational, but my scrupulosity itself was a perfectly rational response to that irrational belief. The infinite nature of hell had completely disrupted my normal pattern of ordinary risk management and created obsessive thinking, and the church's liturgy had forced me to participate in compulsive rituals such as mass and confession to eliminate these obsessive thoughts. My scrupulosity was thus generated by belief in the church and was thus resolved by disbelief in the church.

A fundamentalist Protestant might respond that one's salvation is assured upon accepting Jesus as one's lord and savior. (As an aside, I don't understand why they usually think Catholics haven't done this except that they don't use those exact words to describe their faith.) At first this seems to avoid the problem of always having one's salvation in doubt, but there other problems which only become apparent upon further reflection. If one's salvation were truly assured, then they could sin with impunity without any fear of hell. Fundamentalists respond that sinning greatly would be an indication that a person was never saved in the first place. This entails that one can be mistaken about whether they are truly saved because they also might sin greatly in the future and therefore they have no assurance of their salvation! One cannot argue that they know they would never do that because many people have been very devout in their faith and then sinned greatly. I have heard of fundamentalists who repeatedly tried to become saved after sinning because they didn't know whether it worked the other times. Since fundamentalist hell is just as terrible as Catholic hell, the same infinite danger merits the same obsessive response.

God’s Stormtroopers

CNN recently began broadcasting a 6 hour series called "God's Warriors."

It's basically a documentary that showcases how god's interests and humanity's interests are diametrically opposed. A somewhat surprising, but certainly welcomed, admission from mainstream media.

On Freedom

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Dokusan:
While in Dokusan this week, I asked Sensei how one can witness their moods as they are occurring, meditating with intention, how one can attain wisdom and compassion. He smiled and said that there is one thing all of these things have in common; freedom.


The Paradox of Freedom
On the mention of the word "freedom", my mind was sent back to the book "The Prophet" by Khalil Gibran. Gibran wrote that "In truth that which you call freedom is the strongest of these chains, though its links glitter in the sun and dazzle the eyes." When I first read that almost 2 years ago, I thought about the paradox of freedom for the first time. The idea of freedom is so captivating, that it itself becomes an entrapment which causes one to lose their freedom.

How does one truly attain freedom, even from freedom itself? By realizing the danger of the freedom paradox, and always being careful of it.


Cheers,
CET

"Much of the suffering in the world comes from the illusion that we are separate from one another." - Gautama Buddha